... and maybe, your going to be the one that saves me, and afterall, your my wonderwall."

and maybe, your going to be the one that saves me.

the one that saves me.

as sweet as it sounds, its bullshit.
i love/hate ryan adams.

illusions. figments of a person's imagination. an emotional state temporarily created because the instinct to procreate has been hard-wired into what we call humans. and other animals. an emotional state created to supplement that instinct so that some of us actually stay together and the human race doesn't end up like rabbits.

nobody wants to be loved.
and everybody wants to be loved.
am i making sense?

i just realised two of my co-workers have my blog address. this is weird. they get to know the emotional state of mind i'm in. but what the hell.
and for the record: hami and i had a cigar on saturday as well. so there.

rockstars, artists... people who chose self-expression as their source of livlihood. and rabbits.
whats the difference?

i may have finally figured it out.