email sent on wednesday, may 3rd, 2006:
maximus.... i'm already facing problems with the one guy who's managed to sleep with me (ha!). i'm not home most of the day, come home and i have to teach my little student, than i go out for a walk (which i havent been able to do for the past week...my body's reacting and my butts going back to its former fat self aaarrggh....!) than i come home, shower, eat, practise guitar and sleep.

since maximus, i get late for work, come home and teach student, do NOT go out of walk and do NOT practise guitar. which also means my after-work activities (still have to meet up with hasan from WMM-world music magazine and FM96 woman... she's been wanting to, and setting a meeting with Cafe Alyanto owner for coffee beans and flavors) have been put on hold. yesterday i came home around 10.30ish and maximus... was happy to see me but gave me the cold shoulder when it came to sleeping. around 5ish, i woke up and found him next to me and got up to change into my jammies (fell asleep with the lights on and was wearing jeans and a t-shirt..needed to losen up) he woke up and watched me. he followed me around everywhere but didnt when i got into bed again (i went out to drink a glass of water and didnt take him with me, maybe he flet betrayed). he slept on the floor beside my bed, watched me till he fell asleep. but didnt get in bed with me. woke up and found him sleeping on the dressing table beside my bed, but didnt jump in with me even than. didnt follow me around when i got ready for work. just gave me cold, almost-indifferent looks :(

email sent on thursday, may 4th 2006:
maximus is now crazy about me again!
let me tell you how this happened:

i came home and was shocked to find him sleeping in my sister's bed (the cheater! and woh bhi with my sister! my little, baby sister!). for a moment i couldn't breathe and i couldn't do anything either. because my student happened to have arrived. i taught her for a while, than rushed off with mum to a family restaurant. daddy had arrived and we were supposed to have dinner there. before leaving, i tried. i tried to get maximus's attention, but he ignored me. loved everyone but me. i could feel my heart breaking. when i came back home, i headed straight into my sister's (he was still there! can u imagine?!) room and showed him off to daddy. than i lay him on my tummy propped my feet up on the wall and started to check my email and he jumped off and out the room. than i'd had it. i mean, uff...men!
my sister forced him back in after a while because he couldnt stay off daddy's shoes. she closed him in. he sat in the centre of the room and looked straight at me and thats when it hit me. since i was about to start my dancing session anyway, i thought: why not?

i danced. and i danced and i danced around him till he got dizzy just looking at me.

when i sat back in my chair, he came up to me and nudged my foot, with his eyes, i knew he was begging for more. and i knew i'd nailed him. for now at least.
i promised i wouldn't use any sneaky seduction tactics on anyone, ever. but i did.

why do i do this to myself :P
i mean, i am a relatively-nice-looking, intelligent, hardworking woman.
and this also proves, cats are very sexist (as well)