have decided to be brave and blog.

i have been very very bad.
(& deserve to be spanked)

not only do i have some left over spider work left. (left over spider work?). but i also have 2 major interviews to transcribe and write. a meeting with world music. i should be working day and night. what do i do? party it off. in the sense of hanging out with frands. different groups. coming home tired and sleeping, getting to work late and barely getting anything done.

have been having conversations with individuals concerning sexual conflicts. and to sum it all up, i've come to the following conclusion: it would make life easier if people accepted their sexuality instead of fighting it. i'm not asking someone to go mad and become promiscuis, just to accept it as a part of who they are and not feel guilty about it.

had an awesome time today though.
felt loved.
in a sweet way.
very very alien feeling for me.
but it was nice.
i'm going to try and NOT let it get to me.

eyes are red and i'm dead tired. but i shall do my best to finish some spider work (my first duty) and than sleep. hopefully, i'll get to work on time (my goal is 9.30am).

and for the record, even though -minus the editor, who knows nothing of this thankfully- my co-workers wait impatiently for me to blog so they can make fun of me, they spend half the day conjuring up ways to tease me especially when i cant think of a good comeback, their idea of good music is mostly 'pop', even though... with everything that they do, i find myself loving all of them to bits more and more everyday.

which reminds me, a.z. once said: you tend to mix your professional life with your personal.
oohh what the hell! if thats the way i am, than thats the way i am.

if there was anyway i could hug all of them at once, i would.
pictures will be posted soon, taken by our very own asst. editor.

muah :)