god works in unimaginably mysterious ways. everything that you dont want happen, happens. at least in your personal life. having said that i'm reminded of a line a i read in a book recently, "she has everything she wants, yet she wants something she cant have." the woman who wants more, actually wants a son. but then again, isn't that mankind?! 

the secret to pure happiness is not to dwell in the past but live in the present and not think about the future. because the future will come, you cant prevent what happens in it. or how potentially fucked up it might be.

i like clarifications. i hate it when people try to act all "mysterious". i really dont have the patience for that (and seriously, like, grow up!). and as much as it wasn't what i was hoping for, i think i was put in my place the other day.

i have so much to look forward to in life, why do i dwell on the negatives? 

i am beautiful.