last night ali came to drop off the book that was due to me from city fm89, but which, for some odd reason, i couldn't go and pick up myself (again). started reading the book, was really nice, kamila shamsie has really evolved and grown ever since the publication of her first book. i wanted to post a picture on the blog, but i dont have one and cant think of one...
when it comes to balo, this is how i'm feeling currently:
ALANIS MORISSETTE - So Unsexy Lyrics
Oh these little rejections how they add up quickly
One small sideways look and I feel so ungood
Somewhere along the way I think I gave you the power to make
Me feel the way I thought only my father could
Oh these little rejections how they seem so real to me
One forgotten birthday I'm all but cooked
How these little abandonments seem to sting so easily
I'm 13 again am I 13 for good?
I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful
So unloved for someone so fine
I can feel so boring for someone so interesting
So ignorant for someone of sound mind
Oh these little protections how they fail to serve me
One forgotten phone call and I'm deflated
Oh these little defenses how they fail to comfort me
Your hand pulling away and I'm devastated
When will you stop leaving baby?
When will I stop deserting baby?
When will I start staying with myself?
Oh these little projections how they keep springing from me
I jump my ship as I take it personally
Oh these little rejections how they disappear quickly
The moment I decide not to abandon me
*courtesy of seek lyrics
how is it that u can be with someone and still feel so alone?
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