today was supposed to be a good day. had stayed up till the wee hours of the morning completing pieces of writing that had been hanging over me for a while now. they came after me after i went home from work. they followed me into the shower. they crept up in bed after i curled my kitty g'night and would keep me up. they were everywhere i went and i'd had enough!so i stayed up all night completing them. and they kept finishing, one after the other. the pending work that had haunted me these past few days was complete and had been emailed. when i woke up this morning, i felt surprisingly light, in a good mood and ready to face the world.
or so i thought.
got one nasty shoker after another. or maybe i worry more. with boss and coworker gone, i felt like a cigar which i promised i wouldn't ever. (does anyone want an almost full pack of cigarellos-HW- and minus one cigar pack of uhh... cigars -KE-? i'm willing to donate). found out that the cheap lighter i bought wouldn't work. i guess i'll be sticking to my promise then.
decided to let off steam by listening to Sigur ros and The Album Leaf.
it worked :)
